Do you know that boy Clayton?

You think you know me?
How you know me?
who told you about me?
Naw nigga you don't know me.

Most people think they got me all figured out, they look at me and say yea i know Clayton.
Most people will tell you stuff about my life that i didn't even know about.

I'm a well known kid in franklin due to want tv, Clayton Got the sports, my girl scandal i had my junior year, and im a star athlete at my highschool that made it to the D1 lifetstyle.
From that statement right there i know what your thinking o man this kid is cocky, and he probably is a player.
If you thinking that you might wanna pay attention

I can't tell you how many people come to me and say "you live the perfect life and with the life you live how can't you be cocky" and the first thing that comes out my mouth is "trust me you have no idea what my life is like"

Let me get this off my chest real quick i'm not THAT cocky. no bullshit. People tend to think that because the way i carry myself. To be honest i don't brag about anything. ask the people around me i don't brag about anything not track, not girls, not looks, nothing.

Cocky side coming out: i know i look presentable (as in if i met your mom and dad they would be happy u dating me presentable), I know i'm good in sports, I know i get girls and have groupies. So why brag about it if you can see it.

I'm not the type to just be all in people face talking about ME ME ME. I'm the type of guy that ask how are you, whats your ambitions in life, and how i believe you gonna make. If you ask ima tell you about me but if you didn't ask why tell. I'm not in love with myself. However i didn't say i'm not the slightest bit of cocky.

 I particiapate in a sport were its necessary to be cocky or you will lose. I run track as most of you know and I'm pretty good at it. I can't go to the line respecting my opponent to the point i let him run my race. When i get to the line i pray to the lord and then talk2 myself and i say to myself "i'm betta then all these dudes and here is my time to prove it"

I think a lot by the way sometimes i over think stuff. Random but mothafucka its my blog. by the way i lik the way mothafucka rolls off my tongue. Like just say mothafucka in a sentence u might chuckle or jus feel good saying that #swagg. u weird naw im unique, who u tryna b in  life Answer clayton gravesande aint nobody can be me betta then i can and i think that will get me far.

Yea so finishing what i was saying a lot of people just remember me when i became good in sports. Most people say Clayton you really changed your 10th grade looks wise but when i look at it i realize no i didn't i look the same my whole life u just noticed because i got good in sports. I swear one day people use to walk right by me in the hallway and then the next day they on my dick saying is that the "cute dark skin kid" lik what changed the day before this one i look the exact same.

 I think that goes to show that the world only recognizes winners. There is a lot of talent in franklin nj but some people jus haven't gone big yet but they are really talented. But for some odd reason its a lot of hate so this town brings you down  till you become big. Its almost like they are saying we will stop teasing you and telling you that you suck till you get big.

Well for one hand i didn't forget when ppl use to tell me i sucked in sports and how girls use to call me lame and ugly. I still hold a chip on my shoulder everyday i walk around. I have a drive to be the best at everything i do. If your doing something you might as well do it the best you can, why else do it. But i remember jay z line when he was talkin about when ppl called him fat and ugly and they didn't wanna touch him till he came out wit the porch and started making money and he reflects on how the same ppl who talked about him don't remember the days when he didn't have it good. I feel the same way most people can't tell you the times or don't remember me 6th grade to freshman yr its all blurry, i asked my friend  "remember when me and karim cole use to chase you around at recess back in 7th grade" she responded "you went to franklin middle school?" lmao.

I mean i can't blame them at that time i was just a kid in the school nobody important. However i remember, i remember when i was one of the last kids to get picked in sports, i remember when i didn't go to parties because i was scared that people was gonna be lik "what are you doing here", i remember when i couldn't approach a girl because i thought i was ugly and had over sized lips, i remember when i use to run track and i didn't even make the 4x1 team in 8th grade, i remember when this girl in 7th grade was asked by another girl if she thinks i am cute and the girl face looked disgusted and said o noooo, its funny how that same girl still text me to this day asking when are we gonna chill.

Life is funny i swear i wonder everyday what changed beside my confidence and my athletic ability. I mean confidence is a lot but idk how confidence makes you from going from lil nigga that neva had a girlfriend in franklin for 4 years to superstar who had a bunch of groupies. I even found friends that neva even looked twice at me. i greeted them with warm arms but i always remember who my real friends were before i became big. Love those guys and girls its so happens that all of my real friends are still the friends i kick it wit when i come home and the ones who call me.

I also remember who i came from i'm a gravesande and i'm proud to be one  because i'm the only one were ever i go besides home. I feel as though i'm unique, my mom told me embrace that because there will never be another clayton gravesande. she was right there will never be another me

haha so now you know Clayton Gravesande
mothafucka you have no idea